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My Name is Tora, or Red. You can call me by their of those.

I'm not that active on here, usually, I have this sort of binge where I'm reminded this place exists, do stuff, then forget, and come back again. If you've caught me in one of those binge's, congrats!

Also for my Real Life... I am a disabled Intersex genderfuild person.I use any pronouns. I was born in Japan, and lived for like... 4 years there, and then moved to the US. Unfonrtally, I did not learn much Japanese as a young child, so I can't even say I'm that fluent in it, but I also have to suffer bad English spelling with dyslexia.

I am extremely mentally ill due to my upbringing. Well, okay. I'm probably luckier then most. But I am diagnosed with Autism, ADHD, and seasonal depression. I am medically reznoiked (so it's not officially put down but my doctors and therapist are aware of it) to have DID-like symptoms. I also have Mild Entomophobia, and can be extremely paranoid. The closest thing in terms of psychology to match that would be Folie à deux ( also called shared psychosis or shared delusional disorder, SDD, and no, not the Fall Out Boy Adlum), but my parents, who would be the inducer, do not actually have a Delusional Disorder, so I don't necessarily fit, and it is also not an official disorder in my area. I strongly suffer symptoms of Dermatillomania, but chances are I will not be misdiagnosed with it as someone with Autsim AND I was misdiagnosed with Kleptomania (even if it wasn't an "official" diagnosis) at a pretty young age that turned out to be more akin to learned behaviour. That's what they said, anyway, so...

I know a lot about tropes involving mental illness because that, so at least there's something!

Pages I've worked on and helped:

• Most of Revita
  • Video expalms
• The Binding of Isaac memes.
• SMG 4 video explames
• Limbus Company pages like Tear Jerker
• Random Nightmare Fuel pages:
  • Another Crab’s Treasure
  • Revita
  • Rimworld Amoly Section (wow would you look at that they are right next to each other)

Tropes with me...

• Abusive Parents
• Ambiguous Gender: Would you look at that, I'm intersex!
• Amnesiac Resonance
• Athletically Challenged: Jusfited, I am Disabled with Choric fatugie
• Backing Away Slowly: I Will do this a lot.
• Big Eater
• Fake American: I'm actually Japanese. We've discussed this.
• Genre Savvy: This counts for being a Japanese whom moved to the US, right?
• Germans Love David Hasselhoff : The main reason I'm on the English version.
• Headphones Equal Isolation
• I Work Alone: Not online though.
• Jack of All Trades, Master Of None.
• Japanese Dialects : Kansai Regional Accent: I'm not actually from Kansai, but my voice fits this better.
• Nightmare Fetishist: Okay so, only mind control stuff actually gives me sexual feelings but I do like other nightmare-ish stuff more than most people do. People may be disturbed by things like parasites but I am 'fascinated by them, but there are things that do make me queasy, like actual IRL gore, and most actual medical conditions. So it's a sliding scale.
• My Significance Sense Is Tingling: I kinda have this... like IRL. Sometimes I seem to have dreams of things that could happen.
• Rebellious Spirit
• Split Personality: Geuss who has DID!
• Sweet Tooth
• The Shut-In: Spend 15-22 hours in my room. If that's not a shut-in then I don't know what is. And yes, I'm being serious. I'm okay with it.
  • Have been spending less time in my room.
• The Unwitting Comedian: I've been told I'm this
• Used to Be More Social
• Wangst
• Why Did It Have to Be Snakes??: Bugs. Oh god, get them away from me.
• Work Hard, Play Hard
• Would Harm a Senior
• Negative Traits of Mine:
  • Attention Deficit... Ooh, Shiny!!
  • Angst?What Angst?
  • Brilliant, but Lazy
  • Conditioned to Accept Horror: Weirdly enough, this makes me Cursed with Awesome because I can actually handle a lot more weird horrible shit and is why I write a lot on the Nightmare Horror pages. Could also be I'm a big Lovecraft fan, or I find really weird stuff fascinating like teared off skin, parasites and mind control so...
  • The Corruptible: I grew up in a cult, (part of why i ended up in the US dispute being Japanese-born), and this is something i still struggle with.
  • Enraged by Idiocy
  • Friendless Background
  • Mood-Swinger
  • Seven Deadly Sins: Wrath, denfitly.
    • Those, these days, if your a limbus fan, you could say it's Gloom.
  • The Paranoiac
  • The Perfectionist
  • The Prankster
  • Trauma-Induced Amnesia: Hahaha..ah... dissotivce disorders suck